Well well well .... here I am at the end of another weekend .... do not know why but I seem to have got that spark of motivation which I was in much need of ... I have never been so motivated in a long time, . Joined the Gym today after 3 long years  .... and after a long time .. those clouds of feeling of desperation and preoccupation with death are parting and the sun is shining through ... oh yes I still think about how we all will end in death but then .. I have stopped asking ..' WHAT IS THE USE OF LIVING THEN ? ' .... that does not mean I have found the meaning of life ... on the contrary .. but instead of feeling miserable about it I have decided to look for it harder and that is reason enough to live ..
Life is too short ..... TIME TO BE LARGER THAN LIFE .. !!
OH YEAH ..!!