Today was a holiday for eid ... well a holiday at the middle of the week is really enjoyable ... just went away in a flash :) :)

Well .. tomorrow is a holiday for Eid .... Eid Mubarak to all !!

Can a day get more boring :( :(

Sigh .... ends another weekend ..!!

Ahhhhhhhhhh....another Friday night .. :) :) ... I got reason to be happy today .. which is also today's notable event ... is that .. a pant which used to fit me (my waist) perfectly sometime back(around 10-11 months) and was not fitting at all since I got fat ... was fitting me again yesterday .. albeit a little tightly .. but something is better than nothing ....at least in this case it is .. and so I am happy ..!!

Week 5 of my battle against getting fatter .. with a goal to becoming lean to the level of being able to show the abs .. I have not touched a chocolate (something which I find irresistible) or candy bar  in the last 2 months .. reduced my food intake (which also means cutting off some of my favorite food preparations .... I do have a very adventurous palate   and the cuisine of the world is indeed filled with a lot of ...TO DIE FOR ... kind of dishes , so that makes it harder .... but I am proud to say I am doing it pretty well) .. I have learned swimming and doing 10 laps every morning on a 15 m pool .. walking 6 Km daily and working out 4 days a week .. and I am also seeing results but the going gets tough when people keep on telling you how fat you have become ... luckily for me that is not stopping me now ..as I seem to found and inexhaustible source of inspiration and motivation somewhere within me .. so I am ready to welcome the healthy change coming over me slowly .. I am feeling good . 

Usual day :(

Absolutely no sleep last night ....add to it swimming in the morning .. 6 Km s of walk in the evening and then a gym workout .... dog tired as a result ..!!

I am happy .... I have finally found direction in my life ..!!

Well well well .... here I am at the end of another weekend .... do not know why but I seem to have got that spark of motivation which I was in much need of ... I have never been so motivated in a long time, . Joined the Gym today after 3 long years  .... and after a long time .. those clouds of feeling of desperation and preoccupation with death are parting and the sun is shining through ... oh yes I still think about how we all will end in death but then .. I have stopped asking ..' WHAT IS THE USE OF LIVING THEN ? ' .... that does not mean I have found the meaning of life ... on the contrary .. but instead of feeling miserable about it I have decided to look for it harder and that is reason enough to live ..
Life is too short ..... TIME TO BE LARGER THAN LIFE .. !!
OH YEAH ..!!

Took a deliberate break from blogging for some time .... so , after a long weekend and then a very boring and uneventful week , I am back at the start of another weekend .... It is still raining on intervals here ..
well ... nothing more to write ..
have a nice time friends ..

Ahhh ... the start of a 3 day long weekend ... yesterday made no entry on purpose .. was feeling a bit sick with pain in the stomach ... now all set with to watch the movie French Connection .... along with sausages , flatbread and a lime drink for accompaniment ..!!

Again the rains are back today
with a steady pitter-patter
On the roofs and window panes
raindrops fall and scatter.

Usual boring day ... a brief break from the continuous downpour though the sky was still cloudy all along , with the occasional drizzle of course .... now news has come from the weather department that we are all set for another set of heavy showers .. and true .. I can hear the rolling thunder and already the first torrent has hit the ground ..
Coming Monday is Indian Independence Day  ... so it is a holiday .. that also means a long weekend .. looking forward to it .

Another thing ... tomorrow , I complete 200 scraps ..

Good Night Folks ..

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Raining heavily without a stop since the last two days .... the local lake has almost flooded .... very nice weather if you are in the safety , warmth and security of home .. leads me on to wonder whether feeling happy and enjoying this kind of weather is morally correct , knowing the suffering of so many homeless and poor .. does this come under the boundary of morality ? and if it does , then what is the answer , or does morality not hold an answer for this ..  

Sunday 1:14 AM
There is drizzle ... there is rain .. there is heavy and then there is raining cats and dogs ... that is what it is now ... outside it is raining cats and dogs ..!! and here I am having honeyed milk and watching a movie .. :)

Hmm . Friday went nice .. two days of break now .. except for one little glitch .. have to go to office for retail day .. at least for sometime .. getting addicted to swimming .. my new tone down routine is also working fine ... and I dare say that I carry it pretty well .

Had a very early dinner today .. planning to work on my super-zoom project , late tonight .

I am nearing 200 Scraps .. :) :)

Absolutely nothing new to report except that I walked 15 kilometers today .... dog tired as a result .

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Ohhhh ... so humid that it is sucking out all the energy from the body ... very usual day other wise ..  . Mom's teeth pain seems to be at bay for the moment .