Today is valentine's day . Yesterday night ended on a sad note for me and as a result a major part of my morning was ruined ... fortunately , some work came up and I was able to bury myself in it .
I feel bad that I am not able to give HER company today and she was sad as well ... I sent her gifts but those too did not reach on time .

I also felt lonely today .... this feeling of loneliness is increasing and this is having an impact ....I desperately need to change things in my life .... it is getting rather dreary .

Oh well , spring is almost here and as we all know ... spring is the season of life and I , am hopeful .