The day was as usual , GATE exam was so so .... that is , not too good , not too bad , I have no hopes of cracking it though .
Everything was going fine until night and then boom .... something happened and my depression is back again ... it is as if my happy life is a picture drawn on canvas which covers the picture of depression .
This is getting rather tiresome , these frequent bouts of depression , this constant switching between moods .... these are taking their toll .... I have become easily irritable , angry , and there is a restless feeling .. a feeling of dissatisfaction .... if this goes on , then very soon I am going to explode and that is not going to be something pleasant.. I do not know of any preventive measures but I hope I find it .
Tonight is going to be almost sleepless again I think .... if it is so , it will be very bad as I have stupid office tomorrow ... I am fed up of living like this ....
Desperately wanting a change ..!!