Tomorrow I am going to sit for the GATE exam which is the doorway to M.Tech degree etc. and the situation is totally ridiculous . I do not know anything as I have not prepared . How could I ... tell me .... how could I , with spending 12 hours at office every day , coming back and cooking , washing etc ... and this life for 2 years ... 2 years of detachment from formal academic education makes it really hard to concentrate in studies like I used to do 2 years ago . This is the first time in my life I am going for an exam totally unprepared , just blindly pursuing the exam .... I feel ashamed and guilty .

Today was uneventful , spent the day at home .. at night , we had an invitation to a marriage celebration at a nearby neighbor's .. so went there for dinner .. the food was very good .

My girlfriend is very talented in ways that I like very much ... I am starting to understand that she is very creative deep down , but that creativity is covered by years of disuse .. I plan to bring them out again , I plan to help her pursue what she dreams ... instead of rotting in the stupid job that we are doing now . She showed me a piece of clay pottery that she was working on .. and it was so so beautiful .

It seems that adding cartoons to the blog was really a good idea ... now my blog literally has endless hues ..... and better still I am finding very less problem to draw the cartoons using paint .. I do not know about anyone else but my girlfriend loves them very much :)

Saturday night .... ohhhhhhhh yeah ............. but nooooooooooooooooooo not the usual long night of enjoyment ... got to study a bit today , so , signing off for now .... Good Night .
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