Of late , I have been noticing that I am always in a hurry to finish off whatever I am doing at any point of time , as if I am going to be late for my next activity .... and as if I am always falling short of time ... as a result I am not able to organize my thoughts and activities into a well coordinated flow and this has stopped much of my creative thinking while my life has fallen into the only too well formed rut of home<->office . There is also a growing laziness of mind that I am developing as a result and I am falling prey to the vices that comes along with it .. true in keeping to the well known saying : "Idle brain , Devil's workshop" .
On the positive side , it is good that I have recognized this .. for now I can work towards stopping this . Actually this is not something totally new ... I have been through similar situations before where all my coordinated flow of  activity has been suddenly ruptured by a drastic change e.g. change of daily routine or surroundings etc. and it has always been some time before I could fall back to my original flow and create order amidst the growing chaos ... just like a footpath through a grassy field , growing clearer with time and the passing .
Said a lot after a long time ... if you have read this far .. thank you ..