Another Saturday night . Strangely , since the last two weekends , I am not feeling like staying up late .. I wonder why .. I have also not been feeling like drawing cartoons for quite some time ....I am also going through a partial writers block .. so many ideas in my head but the flow of writing dries out after few lines or paragraphs ..

There is a continual restless felling that I have running in the back of my mid always .. as if time is running out very fast and I am not doing what I am supposed to .. and I have a suspicion that it is this undercurrent of thought that is causing unrest in my mind .. there is also another feeling which comes whenever I plan to start something new on weekends .. that feeling makes me think WHATS THE USE .. I AM AGAIN GOING TO GET BACK TO MY REAL LIFE FROM MONDAY ... and this drowns my enthusiasm .. 

Seems rather grim ... no wonder .. Well , here is something positive ... at least I know what is causing the problem ... all I have to do now is fight against it and win.

That is what I am doing and I .... WILL .....WIN !!!!