Finally something good is happening to me amidst all the bad . I am getting back the urge to write again . I am desperate seeking solitude , some quiet time alone and the bad thing is even if I will be able to achieve solitude physically , mental solitude will be hard to get , specially in this current chaotic state of my mind .

Last night went bad though there was some good in the end , lack of sleep is taking its toll and showing through , my left eye was red and watering for 2-3 hours after I woke up , though I think that is due to cold . I find the option of becoming a recluse very tempting , and I know that maybe I am being a escapist as I think about this kind of things , but fact is , I am not going to run from my problems , I am going to tackle them head on, I am indulging in escapist thoughts just to cut my mind some slack . The same principle that was summarized very well in the movie 3 idiots in one line 'AAAAAL IZ WAYYYYYYYYYL '!!! (All is well !!) .

That is it for today , waiting for dinner , though not feeling very hungry , for now I have some physical solitude and the mind is at least not racing trying to solve problems , so , for now , friends

All is well .... !!